Addict Behavior Me On Drugs Vs Me Clean (Word Published)

By Sarahjoy, September 27, 2006 


My Abilities And Skills As A Drug User:

• All you wanna' do is score more (my drug of choice was meth)
• Your emotion options are: you are either 'high' or angry, cuz you're not
• Nothing matters
• You hear ghosts & voices coming from places where you know they shouldn't be
• You can drive around for hours because you are lost because you are outta' it (inside your own neighborhood, nonetheless)
• You have trashed every relationship with family and friends
• Your skin is yellow, you don't eat and you are always sick
• Your teeth and gums are starting to hurt because the junk that makes up meth is rotting them away.
• Too many to list ~ and ~ some, I'd be ashamed to list

My Skills And Abilities Today:

• I am working on 2 years clean
• Am running a hunter-jumper barn
• This weekend I am hauling 6 horses in my 3/4 ton Dodge and I will be both competing and working with clients who will be competing.
• You need to know this is a miracle.
• A common theme for users is 'drugs = prison, institutions ..... or death,' but somehow, with my Higher Power's help, I am competing on my mare, Perfect C, and professionally representing my sport.

How hot is that!
By Sarahjoy